So in the end, I decided to try joining a student organization—the only thing is that the org that I was talking about in my previous post isn’t the same org that I joined.
I applaud myself for daring to join this certain org because, on top of the non-stop group exercises that I have to do in my other subjects, I also have this one humanities subject that’s known for being time-consuming (our class has to construct an 8ft. Christmas tree by November, among other things).
Weirdly enough, I get a mild adrenaline rush when my schedule becomes packed. Maybe it’s because my body is going through some kind of transition since I’m turning 18 in a few days. (What?)
I don’t know what will happen to me now that I’m walking on a completely foreign road, but I hope that—whether the outcome may be good or bad—I’ll get to learn something from it and use this to be a better version of myself.